You hold the universe in Your hands. You make the world revolt around the sun. You made the earth so beautiful in its sight. You made us in Your image. You are the alpha and omega. Every single thing belongs to You.

Will You make me Yours
Will You hold me close
Will You let me lean on
Will You watch me grow
Will You cry for me
Will You laugh with me
Will You keep me warm
Will You bear with me
Will You share my pain
Will You be my joy
Will You seek for me
Will You spend time with me
Will You love me

I seriously can't think of any words to say especially the things that you have done for me the past few days. It just made me wanna love you even more. To commit more, to love You more, to spend time with You more.




































PS. I <3 You

Can't you just stop running and look around? Look how beautiful everything looks around? Everything will fall in His time =) It is the only comfort I got but its the best comfort I can ever get. To fall into His arms and trust in Him.

I always thought that I have grew up from that immature person that I was before army. Never needed anyone, thinking that I can do everything alone. But the truth is that I never really did grew up at all. If I find in myself desires nothing in this world can satisfy, I can only conclude that I was not made for here. If the flesh that I fight is at best only light and momentary, then of course I'll feel nude when to where I'm destined I'm compared.

Everyone has dreams and visions of what we are destined to be. But how many really did reached their destiny? I know that I am so far from what I am and need to be. Where am I exactly? Am I on a roundabout or a path that leads me no where? How far is it from where I am?

When the world came crashing down on me
You said You will not leave me
but why do I not feel that You are not here

When darkness seems to cave around
You said You will be with me
but why do I not feel Your gentle touch

You say that You're my God
You say that You're my Lord
A grace that knows no bound
A love that reaches out

I will praise You
When everything crashes all around
I will love You
When darkness is all that I see

I will live for
The one who died upon the cross
I will give my all
To the one who gave His all to me

Talking about sacrifice this and that and all the time in the World for church. But seriously when thinking about the ultimate sacrifice of dying on the cross it just made everything seemed so mediocre. Grow up Joash and stop complaining. It has been a great adventure and its time to start a new one. I will choose the path that You have chosen, which would be the best path ever for me.


Ecclesiastes 3 :11
"He has made everything beautiful in its time"

Why does things always seemed so hard???


I can almost see it
That dream I am dreaming
But there's a voice inside my head saying
"You'll never reach it"

Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I'm not breaking

I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going

And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on

'Cause there's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Somebody's gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

Keep on moving, keep climbing
Keep the faith, baby
It's all about, it's all about the climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith, whoa