just got the evermore cd. songs not really great in a way that the new songs were not really catchy and does not have a nice tune to it as you can say, but the words are really nice and meaningful. the songs that were in the previous cd sounded alot nicer than comparing to this cd. it sounded really uptight and stiff compared to the last one.

You're all I need

You're all I breathe

It's You that I'm thirsting for

It's You I seek

On bended knees

It's You that I'm longing for

I want to worship You only

In spirit and in truth

Longing for Your Anointing

To fall on me

Let if fall from heaven

Holy Spirit, Holy Spirit

Come Holy Spirit

Come pour out Your Oil Anointing

We need Your power

We need Your strength

Come pour it out Lord

Open Heaven

Holy Spirit

Planetshakers

The long awaited rains

Have fallen hard upon the thirsty ground

And carved their way to where

The wild and rushing river can be found

And like the rains

I have been carried here to where the river flows yeah

My heart is racing and my knees are weak

As I walk to the edgeI know there is no turning back

Once my feet have left the ledge

And in the rush I hear a voice

That’s telling me it’s time to take the leap of faith

So here I go

I’m diving in I’m going deep in over my head I want to be

Caught in the rush lost in the flow in over my head I want to go

The river’s deep the river’s wide the river’s water is alive

So sink or swim I’m diving in

There is a supernatural powerIn this mighty river’s flow

It can bring the dead to life

And it can fill an empty soul

And give a heart the only thing

Worth living and worth dying for yeah

But we will never know the awesome power

Of the grace of god

Until we let ourselves get swept away

Into this holy flood

So if you’ll take my hand

We’ll close our eyes and count to three

And take the leap of faith

Come on let’s go

Dive by Steven Curtis Chapman

i love the songs the Steven Curtis Chapman writes. the words that he uses really strikes the heart of the people. i want to have the faith to dive in to anything that comes in my way and get swept away by the holy flood. been doing really alot of thinking again. and angel somewat scolded me for doing things to late. hahaz cannot say scolded lar jk. later get chop by her.

been studying like crazy recently. want to prove some teachers that i can make it to uni. hahaz sounds like a statement. cause my skool has a uni entry of about 20 - 40 percent every year. so the GP teachers used mid year results to pick out those that have the potential to go uni to ensure that they pass GP. that sounds a little biased but that is how the world revolves around. so i must get into uni at all cost. of cos the all cost excludes using underhand methods. so its just left to either studying really hard or praying to God to give me the answers haha. and i guess both together works perfectly fine.

just a little more. just a little more. just a little more. just a little more. just a little more. just a little more. just a little more. just a little more.

hhm. not sure y i post sure a msg yesterday. maybe i was just a little sad and angry at that time, but its too late to say anyting now cause it has already been posted. just not thinking with my brain again. haiz. hope that does not happen when im doing my As.

today i learnt something new about myself that i did not know and tot that such a thing would never happen to me. but haiz maybe this is just my life tat God is trying to show me something. maybe i should be thinking about wat i am about to say before it blurts out of my mouth.
today was quite boring hahaz studied all the way. wondered y dorothy did not turn up yesterday and today so gave her a call.
i was really thinking about many things today. like if i wanted to get married and all types of things. because i was thinking tat even if i get married, would i be as happy as i would be trying to save other people to God. i was thinking like just give up on A levels and fly to another country after NS and stay there for my whole life. any developing country would be fine.
i want to run hundreds of yards in hell pulling as much people as i can to while doing it. hahaz. maybe im really thinking too much. but there will be a time in my life that i would want to do it.
i really want to go east timor this year. which would mean that i have to save alot of money from now onwards. so no more fast food and snacks for me le. considering that i do not get much money a week. must really save alot money as i can.
no money than have to go bank loan le. but interest very high.
today's sermon was about change. and i was telling God if i should change a new environment like goin to another region or church. but goin to another region seems impossible as my parents are not gonna move house anytime soon. so im really not sure about anyting to do. feel like leaving and starting anew. not sure y too. mayb its just that i've seen alot that has happened in the last few months. and especially the last few months. hhmmmm....
nah lets skip this part. i will go when God tells me that is time to go.
hmmm... next part is sleeping time so.
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