haiz. feeling very sad. did not get a chance to eat the crumble that angel made. so sorry ar.
cause i left it on my table and my father threw it away. tell him how many times le dun anyhow throw things away. aiya. angel next time can make me 1 again?? haiz.

whew... posted sumting real bad cause i was quite upset. thank God no one read it and i managed to delete it like after 6 hours of posting. all i can say is that friends are friends but they will backstab u and even take revenge on you.
anyway i had a quite fun and yet boring time at my aunt's hse. all we did was play xbox and play bridge and nothing else. going to sleep le. goin to play soccer tml.

Came back from east timor few days back le. Quite alot of things happened and learnt alot of things about many different people. Got to meet alot of frens from other regions. Any details u wanna to know about east timor? go there next year and see for yourself =D
today went to the dentist. aiyo had to go fill up one of my tooth. and spent 65 bucks on it. heart pain. hahaz. sleepy -.-zZz.

"Here's the game. Introduce 10 quirks or idiosyncrasies of yours on your blog, following which you are free to pick five more people to do the same thing."

1* I can sleep anywhere anytime anyplace and even when I'm not tired at all. Likes to sleep right after a meal.

2* I can roll in bed a lot when I'm sleeping. Can end up having my body turned 180 degrees when I wake up. My cousin said that I turned 360 degrees before.
3* I hate to eat seafood that have legs or tentacles on them. Hmmm. Maybe just dislike baz. Dun have any alleges.
4* Likes to do lots of stupid things without processing them in my head. Always end up in a bad way and also regreting doing them.

5* Really love animes and mangas alot. Also like cartoon networks shows especially Kim Possible. But still loves ANIMES the best, cause they have great story lines.

6* Likes playing lots of games, especially games that are role playing like Final Fantasy (those that can level up that type) or 1st person shooting games.
7* Totally hates korean dramas. Ok with their movies, but just can't take those type of sappy shows where the lead female always dies. Prefer Jap shows.

8* Have never been back to any of my old school before. REALLY REALLY want to go back but just no time or that I'm just lazy.

9* Always daydreaming away until I dun even know what I am dreaming about, will always go out of topic or towards things that can never happen.

10* Hmmm.... erm... yar i know le. The last and most crucial thing is mine indecisive character. I can't make up my mind on what I should eat or where to go for lunch or something like that.
"Pick five more people to do this"

1 ANGEL
2 LI YIN

3 DOTDOT

4 MATT WEE
5 ANN

All 5 of u dun be lazy horz...




This is a pic that I forgot to post the other day, me wearing a trenchcoat that my friend wore to the grad nite. I look like the guy from blade with 2 hidden swords inside or maybe Jose Mourinho.

Had graduation night yesterday. Weird choice of date. Should have done it after A lvls. But really have great fun as the teachers performed the kike barat(dunno how to spell). It was also that all my teachers were involved in it that was really cool.

Went to the doctor today. A speck of dust when into my left eye and i could not get rid of it for more than an hour, and it became really red. And the side of the eye looks a little red and swollen.

A really good teacher and also a friend to us at the same time. (also she looks like HAMTARO~~!!!) =D Known throughout the whold school too.

Sam my classmate cum church mate. Been with me since 2003. Great friend, but dressing that day looks like ah pek, but in this pic looks great haha.
(not i say de. its either ian or edmund)

Alisha Shakireen one of my good buddy in school, as you can see from her dressing that she really loves the color green.

From left Zi Xiang, me , Elvis and Vie Kie.

My study mates and also comic lovers too. Have really great fun being around them.

My class fun shot. SO DAMN COOL~~!! The best shot of all the fun shots i have taken in my life. The Aprilla and Phantom in the pic looks so cool together at the side. Really memorable pic with my class of 03S2.

My enlistment letter to the army on the 6th of Jan. the same day as the joel but only different camps. i am goin into bmt school 2. aiyo so fast go in le. maybe might ord on the same day as joel. my bro just got a new digital cam. quite cool. can post pics on the blog le.

"The Positive Side of Life"
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Living on Earth is expensive
but is does include a free trip
around the sun every year.
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Birthdays are good for you;
the more u have,
the longer u live.
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You may be only one person in world,
but you may also be the world to one person.
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A truly happy person is the one
who can enjoy the scenery on a detour.
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Don't cry because its over;
smile because it happened.
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How long a minute is
dependent on what side of the
bathroom door you're on.
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Happiness comes through the door
you didn't even know u left open.
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Ever notice that the people who are late
are often more jollier than the
people that have to wait for them?
(No wonder Sheena always late and all those waiting for her always grouchy =D)
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We could learn alot from crayons:
some are sharp, some are pretty,
some are dull, some have weird names,
and all are different colours... but
they all exist very nicely in he same box.

very sian. need to study le. not felling well today so didi not go to school. yesterday went out with elvin esther sam sheena and celine to sizzler's to eat the salad bar. quite cool place to eat at. had our 1st youth net rally in the morning and its was so tiring. need to go study le.

just downloaded advent children.. woohoo. the show is really nice. cloud is so cool. and tifa is so chio hahaz. but the show is really great. waited so long for the show to be released since like 3 years ago. has been delayed over and over again. now waiting for the part 3 of the game to be released. cant wait to play it.
got back a few of my papers. not bar larz. passed chem paper 3 for the 1st time. scored 23/30 for physics paper 1 and maths got 41. alot of careless in my papers. must read qn properly next time. slack for quite a while le. must get back on track.

today is desmond's birthday. went to eat dinner and arcade with him and a few others.
did the jealousy test from col's blog. it was 28.57.
have blisters and ulcers. really pain. having 4 ulcers at one spot argh hahaz.
prelims gonna end le. left 2 more paper chem P1 and P2.
watch longest yard twice this week. its a really nice show with lots of lame jokes. its a must watch show.
did nth much this week but prelims and maple hahaz. and im slacking. i cant study during prelims. not sure y. maybe just lazy??
As coming really soon le. haiz


Silence is more eloquent than words.
Thomas Carlyle


really nice quote

have been thinking about my gp essay that i wrote on the last day of term 3. seems right and also seems wrong leh. i said it is good to put down your past so as to achieve progress, but at the same time must not forget. sounds like it is contradicting each other. haiz not sure how my teacher would see this. maybe he would be more lenient. but anyways it is only prelims and not the As. so still got one more chance.
today just took physics paper. lots of calculations really cool. and not even a single DEFINATION question. woohoo. yeah have not memorised all yet so really lucky. lots of weird questions that came out lar. nber see b4. bu then thank God for helping me alot. and also all those that have been praying for me. thanks alot.
tml have afternoon paper at 12 i think. can sleep until really late in the morning. hope can smoke throught the paper. hahaz. on sat went to dec hse to watch soccer. only fabian went and we stayed overnight there. from this week on cannot go his hse stay overnight until after As le. must study hard. dec's new laptop is so cool. hahaz i wished i have such a laptop then play maple will not lag le =D
want to sleep le. maybe wake earlier to study tml. but see how lar, if can wake up then good. hope that i dun be late for the paper again -.-

phew. its the holidays now. nth much to do but study haiz. really sian of it. but no choice. must chiong now if not cannot make it. i hope everyone takin As and Os will do well in the exam. study study study......

just got the evermore cd. songs not really great in a way that the new songs were not really catchy and does not have a nice tune to it as you can say, but the words are really nice and meaningful. the songs that were in the previous cd sounded alot nicer than comparing to this cd. it sounded really uptight and stiff compared to the last one.

You're all I need

You're all I breathe

It's You that I'm thirsting for

It's You I seek

On bended knees

It's You that I'm longing for

I want to worship You only

In spirit and in truth

Longing for Your Anointing

To fall on me

Let if fall from heaven

Holy Spirit, Holy Spirit

Come Holy Spirit

Come pour out Your Oil Anointing

We need Your power

We need Your strength

Come pour it out Lord

Open Heaven

Holy Spirit

Planetshakers

The long awaited rains

Have fallen hard upon the thirsty ground

And carved their way to where

The wild and rushing river can be found

And like the rains

I have been carried here to where the river flows yeah

My heart is racing and my knees are weak

As I walk to the edgeI know there is no turning back

Once my feet have left the ledge

And in the rush I hear a voice

That’s telling me it’s time to take the leap of faith

So here I go

I’m diving in I’m going deep in over my head I want to be

Caught in the rush lost in the flow in over my head I want to go

The river’s deep the river’s wide the river’s water is alive

So sink or swim I’m diving in

There is a supernatural powerIn this mighty river’s flow

It can bring the dead to life

And it can fill an empty soul

And give a heart the only thing

Worth living and worth dying for yeah

But we will never know the awesome power

Of the grace of god

Until we let ourselves get swept away

Into this holy flood

So if you’ll take my hand

We’ll close our eyes and count to three

And take the leap of faith

Come on let’s go

Dive by Steven Curtis Chapman

i love the songs the Steven Curtis Chapman writes. the words that he uses really strikes the heart of the people. i want to have the faith to dive in to anything that comes in my way and get swept away by the holy flood. been doing really alot of thinking again. and angel somewat scolded me for doing things to late. hahaz cannot say scolded lar jk. later get chop by her.

been studying like crazy recently. want to prove some teachers that i can make it to uni. hahaz sounds like a statement. cause my skool has a uni entry of about 20 - 40 percent every year. so the GP teachers used mid year results to pick out those that have the potential to go uni to ensure that they pass GP. that sounds a little biased but that is how the world revolves around. so i must get into uni at all cost. of cos the all cost excludes using underhand methods. so its just left to either studying really hard or praying to God to give me the answers haha. and i guess both together works perfectly fine.

just a little more. just a little more. just a little more. just a little more. just a little more. just a little more. just a little more. just a little more.

hhm. not sure y i post sure a msg yesterday. maybe i was just a little sad and angry at that time, but its too late to say anyting now cause it has already been posted. just not thinking with my brain again. haiz. hope that does not happen when im doing my As.

today i learnt something new about myself that i did not know and tot that such a thing would never happen to me. but haiz maybe this is just my life tat God is trying to show me something. maybe i should be thinking about wat i am about to say before it blurts out of my mouth.
today was quite boring hahaz studied all the way. wondered y dorothy did not turn up yesterday and today so gave her a call.
i was really thinking about many things today. like if i wanted to get married and all types of things. because i was thinking tat even if i get married, would i be as happy as i would be trying to save other people to God. i was thinking like just give up on A levels and fly to another country after NS and stay there for my whole life. any developing country would be fine.
i want to run hundreds of yards in hell pulling as much people as i can to while doing it. hahaz. maybe im really thinking too much. but there will be a time in my life that i would want to do it.
i really want to go east timor this year. which would mean that i have to save alot of money from now onwards. so no more fast food and snacks for me le. considering that i do not get much money a week. must really save alot money as i can.
no money than have to go bank loan le. but interest very high.
today's sermon was about change. and i was telling God if i should change a new environment like goin to another region or church. but goin to another region seems impossible as my parents are not gonna move house anytime soon. so im really not sure about anyting to do. feel like leaving and starting anew. not sure y too. mayb its just that i've seen alot that has happened in the last few months. and especially the last few months. hhmmmm....
nah lets skip this part. i will go when God tells me that is time to go.
hmmm... next part is sleeping time so.
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ZZZzzZzZzzzZZzZZZZZzzzZzZZzZzzZZzzz
ZZzzZZZZZZzzzZZZzzZZzZzZZzZzz~~~!!!

having sore eyes. got mc 2 days. this means that i have 3 days of mc in a week. a record long. nber got mc for so long before. now wanting to study but i cant. the is construction upstairs. argh. so loud so distracting. argh. got to go study.

yesterday was the 1st time in my life that i missed the morning service for church.
was sick since thursday afternoon and still have a little fever as i am blogging.
during the past week, had cough flu and fever at the same time, with my right eye having pain when i blink to go with it. has been a hectic week. on sat i woke up at about 10.30, pack my stuff and left to yishun to find a good place to study.
did not wanted to stay at home as my mother was at home. she will definitely disturb me when im studying, so i left for yishun.
studied for like 3-4 hours there, before going off to have a coffee break at starbucks and soon after to the yishun building.
at about 5pm, got really sick. that i did not wanted to move at all.
so after the edge i just went home and i tried to sleep. but it seems impossible as a was hungry.
so waited until about 10+ before a got my dinner and slep by 11.
on sunday not much happened. woke up at 10, when to see a doctor at 12
waited for luch and watch parent trap on tv and went to have a nap at 2. woke up at about 6+, lazed around and could not eat dinner so just had milo and ate medicine and went to sleep again.
slept the most hours in a day.
i need to study now. but cant do it cause im sick. need to get rid of this virus fast so that i can study for A lvls..................

argh~~!!
i screwed up my mid-year.
im gonna get nagged for hours this time.
better start studying now.
got to go study bye.

MY GOAL: TO NOT WATCH TV UNTIL AFTER A LVLS

matt has created a new blog and im first on the tag muahahahahazzz~~!!!

today was a really messy day and bad day for me. exams have been going on the througout the week. so have been busy studying.
today there was a paper that started at 12. or so i thought. so i set my alarm at 9a.m. so as to allow me to have time to study for the maths paper later.
its was at 7.55a.m. that sam called me to ask me wat venue the exam was being held and i realised that the paper was at 8. so i rushed out of the house at really top speed.
when i was just reaching the street the was 2 free taxis and i was like i could get the taxi fast to go to school. but 2 ladies took the taxi.
from a far coming from the same distance that had a taxi that was free. and a school boy stopped it about 50 metres away and took it. i was like argh~~!!
finally got onto a taxi i reached school at 8.15. phew........
and was late for a little.
but that was not the end of a bad day for me. remember that i set my alarm at 9??(read 2nd para 1st line). yeap it just went off in the middle of doing the test. haiz. what bad luck.
but thank God without studying i was able to do some of the ques and finish on time. but i know that im dead -.- cause i did not study at all.
if i had just read the timetable properly all this would not have happened. haiz haiz haiz.
later sam came to my house to watch bleach. and i got to watch bleach epi 39. i must say that it is the best epi i have seen so far.
went for net with at joel's hse with sharon.
all the rest went to australia le. so quite empty. stayed and talk alot. really fun.
now gonna sleep. really tired. tml have to go help move the table. sleep lez.

haiz. feeling quite angry and sad. angry at the thing that someone did and sad that the someone was a friend of my. haiz. mayb its just tat its my problem, but he definitely lied too me.
putting tat aside, today the san antonio spurs won the championship. i told God that i wanted the spurs to win and He said ok. hahaz. quite lame right???
every game till game 7 He would tell me which team would win hahaz, but its true, i came out all that way. its amazing how God really loves to talk to us even though it is total irrevelant things such as watching NBA finals. Asking him silly questions like how we sing our silly love songs to him. hahaz a rip line from a CD. But He really loves us to have Him around every second of the day. So i feel so blessed that He is there for me when i have no one to talk to at home.

- i love You -

We're gonna have a new pool table in the 2nd room prayer hall. wooooooooo. YAY~~~!!! Which is really cool. muahahahahaha

had not blog for a really long time... maybe its time to start blogging again...
1st week of june went to john's hse to stay at kotta tinggi...
had lots of food to eat and also had a great time there...
2nd week did no do much la... just slack around at home...
3rd week had the conference and night rallies... had quite a great time... those that did not turn up shld have try to make an effort to go...
this week has been studying a little as exams comming le....

Juz added quotes of the day at the front of my blog... with love quotes and nature quotes too... it looks cool reading quotes seemingly able to be applied in our own life... mayb one day i can come up with my own quote that will be known throughout the world... hahaz... mayb its part of my wishful thinking but mayb one day i will be able to do it... =P

got a new blog skin... cause the other one had some problems... this is a really nice skin cause its kakashi... yay~~!!
im getting worst in writing long post cause im really not sure wat to say...
im juz bored and lazi... hahaz..

have not blog for a long time... due to that im juz lazi... did not to bad for my common test...
tml is wilson's and wendy's wedding... but b4 for that have to go cca day, so it would be quite a tiring day from morning to night...
still quite lazi to type... so goin to sleep =D

today had gd friday perfomance in church... quite last minute coz the 1st and only rehearsal was yesterday... it was like at 7.30 and ended at 10.30... we started like about at 8... can say tat is was super super rush...
the skit cum singing was soso... it was not really fantastic... but it was the testimony was really impactful...
alot of people was saved due to it... i guess...
dorothy really made an effort tat was really good... coz she took time at like 8pm to come to church to help out... the next day, she acted in the skit... so i guess this is God's way of blessing her by seeing that 2 of her friends got saved today... looks like our region is goin to get populated by bpians... hahaz... but it really isn't a prob as more people are receiving Christ...
IM HUNGRY~~!!! AND DYING OF IT...
coz lata goin buffet hahaz... must eat until full full than can... but feel bad coz skip the edge practice and net at the same time haiz....
goin out soon... I NEED TO EAT~~!!

back from bintan... wee had so much fun... the retreat was very fun...
it was really very helpful as it made me want to study harder for the future...
the food there was quite ok, except that they were all the same for the normal days...
on the 1st night, there was fine dining... the food was alright except that it was too little and secondly the chicken tasted like a rock... after that had to go back and order room service... i stayed in a villa where there was 3 rooms and 1 lobby... had 2 to a room... so had quite alot of fun...
on second day went to a field trip... had some time to do shopping but in the end only bought a few things...
second night we had bbq... but it was so pathetic... it was like they bbq and we were served on plates... after that we had MI idol... it was quite ok but the 2nd runner up from bartley campers was so lousy... coz people sabo him tat's y he could get third...
after that me and my friends went back to order room service again... haiz...
that night sam mon ianX2 and me brought chairs and went to the field beside our villa to watch stars... the stars there look so bright and nice... the stars filled the whole sky... i could sit there for like very long... it was really very nice to look at...
on the ferry back on the third day, i went to the top deck which was opened air... the scenery was so nice... i stayed up there for like 2 hours until it was nearly reaching singapore... coz singapore nothing to see hahaz...
now i noe wat i have planned out for my life... at least in the next 5-10 years...
hhmmm... really wished tat i can stated there for alittle longer... it seemed really quick... too lazi to blog down everyting... it would have taken ages...

hmm... today took height and weight during pe...
im now 61 kg argh.... i tink i juz gaining alot of weight now... but i also gained 2 cm in height within the last 2 months =D...
last time i took height and weight was in 1st week of january...
so i gained height... yay...
goin to retreat soon... so happi... can have fun there...
goin to sleep lez... im a pig...

this morning woke up early to meet up with erjie elvin and joel...
we met at bk in bukit batok to eat breakfast... she treated joel and me a bk breakfast...
i got C5 for ao chinese... quite happy coz i passed it and im gonna drop it... hahaz... i guess this is my best result for the past few years in MI.. considering the fact that i usually fail it...
thank God for helping me pass it...
yay prince of tennis finally came out its next episode.. now dling it... cant wait to watch it... =D

today took nafa... yay i got a gold for nafa... my 1st gold in life... always silver... coz standing broad jump cannot make it... thank God this year crucial year for nafa... dun need to go ns early by 2 months... and also can play games for all pe lessons from now on...
today got chem spa... argh... this is bad... miss chan today pms quite bad lar...
quite angry today... dunno why also...
i love my ipod shuffle... the quality of the sound is so good... compared to all those i have heard... its also really very light...
now very hungry.... argh~~!!

Today is a really long day... did not have the time to even sleep for afternoon nap.... cause got cca larzz... very boring... than lijuan go play captain ball at the carnival... and kongsing go watch... so nber pei me go home... very ke lian.. they must be together... cannot be separated...
yesterday forgot to bring pe shorts to skool... so i ran about trying to find a shorts... and gabriel lend me the shorts... phew... thank God... if not i would be dead by now...
now got american idol... and scott sounds so nice and the judges says that it sucks... oh man wat are they thinking... lata also got another guy that sounds like clay aiken, although clay sounds alot nicer...
go watch american idol liaoz...

YAY~~~!!!
today i got the thing that i wanted alot... an ipod shuffle =D
it is quite a nice mp3 player that acts like a normal winamp with shuffle or play in order...
it also have a 12 hour batt life and its really very light...
but most important of all, i must thank God for blessing me with it...
today sam nber come to skool...
i had nafa test...
ran below 10 mins for 2.4... and sit and reach 44cm... all above the gold mark... so still got hopw not to go ns early...
hmmm... after skool rushed down to sim lim to get my shuffle that i have waited a week...
now its attached to my com =D...

today is the 21st...
on sat i went to declan's house to swim and skipped the youth activity and jurong east swimming complex... hmmm... quite bad ar... go swimming but went to declan's hse instead... there was declan, gabriel and grace along with me... after that dorothy xin miao and brian came from jp... they went to buy present for ann...
after that went the edge... i diorrhea... argh so sad...
actually want to share present with dor they all... but than there was too many pple sharing so i went buy my own present...
on sun after church went to ann's hse and ate lunch at 2... sooooo hungry...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANN~~~!!!
stayed there for quite a while till like nearly 5...
than went home after that...
today was at skool until quite late... rul came in a bike... looks quite cool... except when he honk at us while driving pass us hahaz..
sam today no money to take bus.... so quite funny... had to wait for other frens to come up the bus...
quite funny the whole way... go watch show le.... da jie ju... results coming out on monday... im scared...

yay.... got a new blogskin which is alot better than the last one... so happi...
today samuel did not go skool again... haiz... dunno when is he planning to go to skool...
i missed playing final fantasy as the precious editions are boring now... cant wait for final fantasy XII to come out as it will definitely be betta than tha last one...
today was quite a fun day... coz it is a short day...
lata need to go to jason's house for net... not sure whether esther will be goin anot... i doubt it alot...

argh... naruto got licensed today... so pissed... no more naruto for a really really long time... not fair... after like 120 over episodes stupid companies in usa goes to buy the anime over and prevents all the rest of the people in the world to watch it... it is so unfair man... argh...
now have to wait for it to be shown on cartoon network...
and by the time it ever reaches episode 122 it would be 2 years and 5 months....
its a big torture and a pain in the ass...
wish that us companies will juz all die or that law of copyright juz disappear... argh...
why in the world must there be such things like licensing of things...
people in the rest of the world cant watch... argh..
too pissed to type...

finally a chance to blog... didi not really have time to use the com as i have been at my cousin's house from thurs to sat... than went to church on sat and sun so no time to blog at all... monday was at skool whole day so cannot blog and yesterday i have not been able to log in...
lazi to type out wat happened the past few days so i guess i will blog abt yesterday baz...
yesterday was valentine's dae... so skool ended really late at 5.25pm... after that i went to sim lim myself all alone to try to find ipod shuffle which has not come out yet... so this means that i wasted a trip down...
struggling to go home... hmmm... lazi to blog liao...

yay.... finally end of skool of this week... dun need to study for a very long time... coz friday the school gave us a full day off... anyway if they dun give i will also self proclaim holiday...
on friday went to joel's hse for net group...
it was about reality... we really had a serious time which wasnt as serious as the past lessons...
it was a really good thing... many questions were brought up about ourselves and all that...
er jie gone to malaysia for 1 month to help the mother in her kindergarden coz her mother is goin to aceh i tink to cover blankets for those in need... such a noble cause... i also wan to go...
than after tat when she come back she will b goin on a holiday for 1 month... like tat she will be gone for more than 2 months... although she will be back for a while larz...
my school annoucing that the retreat will be at bintan and that is gonna cause 245 buck... but school subsidised 145 and edusave 100... so dun need to pay money....
on saturday there was the edge... it was a really really good sermon about reality... the same as the net...
matthew brought new friends again... i tink he has definitely broken the record of getting most newcomers to the edge... and there was 1 that came to accept Christ... thank God... i helped erjie to take care of her 2 frens len and kim... coz she was on duty for worship... so for repaying me, elvin will have to treat me a starbucks grande hahahz... YAY~~~!!!
on sunday the video took out all their equipment to so call "pack up" the place...
after tat we realised that there was no sound from tampines... this means that conferencing has no sound... hahaz... tat was really bad... so kept running and running and running... at about 11, finally there is sound...
phew... thank God...
after service than trace the problem and realised that the cable that was sending down sound had spoilt... so juz change the cable and it was find working dunring the mandarin service... but left halfway larz... too tired liaoz... also nber go evening cause too far at tampines and also too lazi to come out of my hse or u can say my bed hahahzzz....
today was the last day of skool... it s only monday but next lesson would be on next monday.... woohooo...
today got somewat said by mr.ting... he siad some of us nber in put in effort to raise funds for the school building fund... and altogether its only 130 dollars compared to the PreU3 retreat which the school would come out 145 and also the end of the year prom which is 100 bucks... so he was saying the if there were no need to have this 2 things, than it would have been alot easier for them to not need to raise funds for the school as thise funds would have been enough...
i guess the school just wans to give us a good experience in year 3... and i tink they did a quite good job in it... coz it would really be an experience of a life time...
today had a really boring day in skool... did not know how i even got through it...
everyday when i wake up... i would be like so lazy to get up... but everyday i will talk to God telling him to help me get through the day in skool... and every day he will help me get through the day in skool... He blesses me in lots of ways that is very small and invisible to our eyes that is really hard to see... but He will always be there for us without wanting anyting from us in return... i guess that is wat it meant by agape love...
man... if i cld really give such God that would really be great... and also to some of the people in my life... but it really seems quite hard at most of the time...
now its 9... i have spent about half an hour typing this... i really must try to blog everyday so as to be able to write shorter hahaz... im hungry...

- hungry -

today got alot of homework... so must type faster...

argh cannot tink of anyting to type...

erm erm... today had a long day in skool...

was quite sian as usual...

got chinese and had to take spa skill C and D

than had pe as usual and skool seems to be usually long today again...

after that than come home lorz...

short and sweet post... no time liao muz start doing homework...

im too sick now...
too lazy to type anyway...
on sat went to the edge and listened to bro stanley preach...
sun sis sandy preached in the morning and pastor rick seaward in the evening...
today had an headache in the morning and fever whole day...

yesterday my principal said that we will have another extra day of holiday after chinese new year... this would mean that there is a 5 day holiday for me... so happi... than can go out and stay up late late... for that week...
yesterday ended school quite late, so very tired and lazi to blog... nothing much happened today except that had to sell ice creams to raise fund for the school building fund... until the week of cny...
today just went to skool and felt that it was really a long day... all the lessons were very long...
after that came home and slack until now lorz... lazi to type... my com has problem... must repair...

I open the window on a dazzling afternoon

For no reason, I run down a shady path.

I take a deep breath, close my eyes, and

imagine out the stage settings for my tomorrows.

The new page that i have imagined.

I paint onto a clean, white canvas.

Without heeding the opposing headwind, I clear my path

and continue creating this never-ending Brand New Story.

Wonderful days.

On the zebra-stripes of the crosswalk

when the light turns green.

I run across, stepping only on the white lines

like a child.

If i could stay this way forever... fanned by a gentle breeze...

staying true to myself.

If i could do that.

I face the distant sky and stretch out both hands

in order to realise my hopes and dreams

I entrust them to the future and set them free.

have not blogged for 4 days baz... coz all this time i did not have the time to use much com at all...
on friday i went to the youth activity... and only 6 people including me went from my region... quite pathetic... after that than we ate lunch at junti8n... there were dec matt fab ann and my bro...
than we went home with ann and fab still there... ooopppss~~!!
went i reached home i stayed for a while before goin to world trade centre to eat with my cousins and aunts...
we ate at a place call noodle bar or sumting like tat... it sucks...
than me and my cousin just went walking around and i met grace from my skool working... but she graduated liao.. our skools cross country champion which i could not catch...
after that my cousins and i went to the top floor and decided to play pool...
while playing halfway there was this woman that came to check on my cousin and did not allowed her to play although her bdae was like in 3 months time... and my bro whihc was younger than her did not got caught... when my cousin walked off she looked like those people walking the road of shame on the fear factor hahaz...
after playing pool we went to a hotel which my aunt was staying as she had a free 1 night stay or sumting like that... and we watched american idol together... not soon after the show we left and i went home to sleep...

on sat i just lazed around and after that went to the edge... had to meet a boy named nicholas and thank God i was the only one that could meet him as i was the only person at jurong east mrt station... than the whole bb people missed the bus... after that we arrived at cck and matt had brought like 10 people from another church... quite a large number... the edge was good as normal except for thee sound i guess... hahaz... oops...
after the edge we went to bk at bb... THERE WAS NO FRIES~~!! but thank God i managed to have that desert... erm wat was it again??? the one that looked like a pie...
after dinner i went to declan's hse to watch soccer... rooney was crap and so was man utd that day... after tat we watched alien vs predator... another crappy show... everything also no link...
slept about 3+ baz...
next morning got up n got ready to left for church... had hokkien mee bought by uncle boyle and auntie ann... when i left dec and matt was still sleeping like 2 pigs...
went to church early to do sound and after that had combined youth net... half way have to go take the nlt 1 test... quite stupid test... most of them are straight forward answers and there was a motto which i did not hear about it before...
by the time it was 4... so juz slack around for a while before doin sound for evening... quite a good sermon... also the altar call was about being sick of ministry and all that...
after evening i went to eat swensen at westmall with like 7 others... all of them older them me... stayed until like 10 and than left to go home and sleep... i want to eat the new dessert that hot platter with vanilla ice=cream ontop of it...
today had a super long day in skool... woke up with quite a bad headache but just went to skool...
lessons after lessons quite boring... and now im typing this at home... spent juz half an hour doing it...
im hungry and tired hahaz....

- hungry and tired -

school is finally over for the week.. and im eating ice cream and bloging at the same time...
its CHOCOLATE flavour... yummieeee~~~!!!
now its 7.15pm and the sky is still so bright... is something catastrophic gonna happen soon???
tml got youth activity an bishan park... there will be soccer and touch and frisbee too...
but dunno how to go... also dunno who to meet tml to go too...
today had a really long day in skool... stayed in skool until 5.15pm...
argh stupid skool... y must have long days in skool????
today had pe... and really really amazingly the pe teachers allowed us to play soccer again...
it has never happened b4... so its really amazing...
than my discipline master cum gp teacher did sumting really really stupid and keep saying stories after stories after stories... non-stop sia... but interesting stories... and some quite lame...
lata got AMERICAN IDOL~~~!!!
hahazz... im sure to gonna laugh my head off watching those idols wannabes...
going to find more food now.. im hungry~~~!!!

- excited and hungry -

i realised that the past few weeks the pastors having been preaching about this and that...
but i realised that the past few weeks they have been preaching abt the same thing...
and really especially the past few weeks... about bgr and stuff... seems like is aiming at quite alot of people around me baz... and definitely not me...
coz i no gf now sob sob :~~~~~~~ hahazz.. nothing to be sad abt larz...
anyway... i have to wait till after a lvls to have a gf or sumting like tat... than also have to wait for the right one that God has destined for me...
i guessed all this msg looks like more targeting some of my frens around me... u all betta pray to God about your relationship and comfirm with Him that the both of u r meant to be together...
today has been quite a boring dae today again...
its getting boring boring and more boring...
I WANT TO PLAY SOCCER AND FRISBEEEEEE~~~~~!!!!!
so long neva play frisbeeeee and also i have the urge to play soccer since i played on tuesday~~~!!!
ARGH~~!!! the unbearable urge....

- the unbearable urge -

today i had PE... haiz as usual we had lot of training.. and amazingly the teachers allowed us to play soccer hahahz.. and its for 1 whole period... quite amazing...
the game was fun... i scored 2 goals and assist 1... and we won 4-2 =P...
i realise that shukobutsu's body foam does not work on hair...
coz i accidently used that body foam as a shampoo and my hair became rough...
while washing my hair i was like wondering y there was the foam's smell and realised i use the wrong one... looks like i getting blur this few weeks...
i juz added a song today.. and er jie says cannot hear the song.. its TAUFIK BATISAH and sly singing I dream... so tell me if u can hear the song... if u cant u can also tell me... so i will noe its not working...
now really very sian... dun feel like playing ps2 dund feel like watching tv... dun feel like doin anyting...
im taking quite long to type this post... i guess it has been nearly 2 hours since i typed the 1st line.. hahazz..
watch anime and type... doing blog skins and type... surfing the net and also typing at the same time...
wah take really long to just type all this out...
IM FINALLY DONE WITH MY BLOG~~~!!!

- im bored-

here is an update on something that i forgot to put in the previous post...

i left my hp in the fridge while finding for food... sad but dumb...

after that i had to blow dry my hp as the condensation kept causing the phone to auto shut down...
at the edge joel saboed me by saying that i was finding someone which i wasnt at all... which angel was the accomplice...
than i juz found a new laopo on sat which we got married on sunday 15/01/05... hahazzz...
it was really funny and it was a joke la by the way... wan to know more??? juz find out from me the next time u see me baz...
jason has been sick for like a really really long time... and could not go to church on sat and sun...
quite pityful larz... coz being sick isnt fun at all...
yesterday er jie and elvin went to cut their hair... elvin had a punkish hair cut that looked like fabian's hairstyle... but with alot more hair the fabian... and er jie had a really nice haircut which looked good...

now me... actually i have been on duty most of the week end... and had not been doin much this week...

when to watch soccer at sembawang church... but there was so little people there watching... i guess it did not even reach 30 people at all...

this friday there is youth activity... not sure whether to go anot... coz i prefer to go to er jie's hse to pig out hahaz... eating is good... =D

looks like i really need to change my blogskin soon... the website that host the pics seems like it is goin to be down forever...

goin to have a long long week... haiz...

todays a wednesday... eating ice cream and blogging at the same time
juz came back from school and a boring discipline talk...
sam our class rep had 22 late comings and 36 mc last year... our class record...
today was a boring day for me... nothing to do much... I NEED SUMTING TO DO~~!!
have been sleeping quite early the past few days... mayb im too tired or sumting like tat...
this friday is the youthnet rally... im not sure wat itis coz i have never been to one b4...
but i will be on duty tat day so i will still be goin earlier than normal...
actually i did not do much the past few days...
and i accidently send 62 sms to andes... this is due to that the handphone had unlock the key pad...
and sent identical smses to andes... haiz wat a waste of so much smses... wat a pity...
i feel like eating brownies now... anyone wans to bake or buy me any brownies??? hahazz...
yesterday i watched alot of animes than i went to watch polar express...
the animes was nice... but as for polar express it was not tat good... it was quite boring throughout...
TML will be a long day at school... mayb i shld juz skip school... nah... juz go to school and slack...
lata there will be JUE DAI SHUANG JIAO on channel U at 10.30... I WANT TO WATCH IT~~~~!!!
one of my favourite chinese comic...
hmm... i will be meeting with other people at je to go to the airport to send jessie off soon...
haiz... i guess alot of people will be missing her as she will be gone for about 2 years this time...
betta get ready to meet the rest of the people... byez

1st post of the year... hahazz... seems like it has been a very long time 1 last posted...
last tuesday went to jessie's hse... read angel's or jessie's blog to understand more =D
too lazi to type all out hahaz...
the whole week in school quite boring with very lame teachers...
today is sam's bdae... HAPPY BIRHTDAY~~~!!! today he had lots of nice presents from the rest of the friends...
quite a painful one infact...
just now angel said sumting like wan to borrow the planet shakers disc today and all that...
she talked soooo fast that i could not grap anyting else other than that...
john juz left for malaysia... quite sad arz... coz he has been my net member for like a very long time...
quite close to him... and also not enough bassist liaoz... bad bad...
yesterday went to lot 1 with rah rah weiling and angel... they were like choosing clothes for me to wear...
than i try this and try that and haiz...
feel paiseh coz got other people waiting at the changing room to try clothes...
quite tired liao... mayb goin to sleep soon...